a visit

By: Candice Mazon


when love knocked on my door
after years of absence,
i let it in.
the knock came unexpectedly,
in the middle of washing dishes.
i felt the vibrations from the door,
down to the floor,
and up my spine.


i could’ve sworn i locked the gate.
i never thought anyone would want to come in.


i let love sit across the coffee table,
as i fumbled hellos and offered drinks.
“tea?”
it nodded.
“how have you been?” 
i said, with a shaky voice and trembling hands.
it smiled.


i barely recognized it. 
it had darker hair,
a different voice. 
it liked books now
and talked about its sister. 
it laughed more than i remember, 
and looked at me in a different way.
did i seem different too?


“you’re welcome to stay.
as long as you want to.”
it nodded again.
the tea kettle whistled.
i grabbed two cups
and watched the hot water pour down
like a waterfall.


i looked back at love
while it stared out the window
and i wondered
if visitors ever stayed forever,
if forever was always a limited set of horizons, 
if horizons ever enticed people away
to leave whatever
or whoever
they called home.